Oh sleep....

Each day is a day of steady progress. You may not see it but I do. Persevere. Love and laugh.

--Two Listeners

3:30am...I'm still awake. I finally went out and asked the nurse if we had to have the lights on for the study...should have asked 4 hours ago. No we don't. I guess the camera can pick up in the dark. He's sleeping for now. I guess I could try. But you know the rule there...as soon as my head hits a pillow he wakes up.

I would love to sleep...just one night...sleep through the night. I would feel like a totally different person I think.

Okay...off for now. I've put on Max's opera, maybe that will keep him in sleep too. I really don't like sleeping to music. Not trying to sound ugly about it...just sayin'...the things we do to keep our kids happy...so they'll sleep...for a study to watch them sleep...in a most unnatural setting.